Time For Change.

So, I've made up my mind.

It's time for a change.
A big one.

I just don't know what...
When I feel like this usually, I just get a fringe cut and dye my hair darker... but I know for a fact that this time, that just won't do.
I like my hair at the moment... and I sure as hell don't want a fringe now that it's getting hotter. I've never had a fringe in Summer, but I imagine it would be hell.

I re-arranged some of my bedroom last night... still not feeling better.
I've changed the way I eat, from crappy stereotypical uni student food to healthyish food that actually takes time to prepare, ala fried rice, shephards pie etc etc.

I even shifted my social life. I used to live on the Sunshine Coast but when I moved to Brisbane, I didn't bother making any friends, I just went back to the coast every weekend. But, I'm sick of that. Only one of my friends has come to see me, with the exception of my housewarming party, since I moved here in April. APRIL. It's now September.
So, I decided, screw them all, I'm not going back until it becomes a 2 way street, and I'm going to make a life here in the city...
And within the space of two weeks, I've made so many friends and I'm loooving life here...

But, I'm still not satisfied.

I think getting myself a boy would help.. but it's still not it.

I don't know what it is that I need to change.. I'm just yearning for something more... for something better.
I think maybe I'm just wishing uni would finish already so I can get on with my career...... but theres still a little over 3 years of that, so that's a change I can't make. :)
So, I don't know what to do. I need a change, and I need it now.
And I'm craving New York... London... anywhere... Brisbane isn't serving as well as a temporary New York as I thought it would.
What do I do!?


...I think I might get a tattoo.... ;)

- T. x